inside story (frosh year)

I have two best friend in my life. Here's  the inside story of my first ever best friend. 


I don't know how we started being closed. All I new was suddenly I attach so much to her. We never knew that little by little we already know our likes and dislikes. We enjoy each others company, her friends become my friends and vise versa. She witness all my so called "first time" in my life, I even witness her first heart break.

Our friendship is full of happy moments. But all things has a limits right? Our first fight, which leads to being cold to each other for more than one year. There are lots of question running inside my mind. "Anong nangyari?", "Anong dahilan?", "Ang simple lang ng pinag-awayan namin.". (Damn this sh*ts those memories are still fresh). I don't know what to do when we meet again in the next school year (supposed to be where on sophomore year).

Months passed, no progress. She even change. I thought it would be easy for me to move on, but heck! its not that easy and that my best friend. Seeing your best friend happy with her new circle of friends kill me. I don't know what to do.

But there's a miracle! Month of March 201* she approach me. My gosh!!! She approach me first and said "best" my gosh!! my knees getting weak for the second time. I never thought that day will come. Seeing each other in the room with nobody is around is not the kind of setup I want. I hug her tight, and I almost whisper Thanks God.


note: photo are not mine :) (ctto)

S-O-R-R-Y

This is my 3rd blog. Hope you like it :)

Saying sorry to someone is really hard.

But I think saying SORRY was the best idea.

I'm sorry okay.

Our friendship means so much to me.

I was wrong and I know it.

Frustration hit me that time.

I don't really mean to do that to you guys.

Seriously, I didn't expect this.

One month On-The-Job Training without you guys is freaking boring.

I'm stating the fact here.

I'm SORRY........

I hope you guys understand my decision.

I hope you can forgive me for what I did.

"And hopefully, those incidents make our friendship stronger than ever".


note: photo are not mine :) (ctto)

mahal kita pero mahal mo sya

"Bakit kadalasan nag mamahal tayo ng may mahal ng iba?".... And suddenly, these thought came into my mind and minutes later I found myself typing and thinking.

Ilang beses kong iniisip kung bakit pero, hindi ko alam. May mga taong sadyang nag mamahal ng may mahal ng iba at meron namang hindi sinasadyang mahalin ang taong may mahal ng iba. ang gulo diba? kahit sino namang tao mahihirapan sa sitwasyon na ganon.

MAHAL KITA..... Yan ang sabi ng isip ko. Mahal nga ba talaga kita? Para saakin OO, Ilang beses ko yang tinanong sa sarili ko at ngayon OO ang sagot ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari lahat ng ito. Simple lang naman nung una. Crush lang naman talaga kita, pero habang tumatagal parang hindi na Crush yung nararamdaman ko. Habang nagiging close tayong dalawa na dadagdagan yung pag ka gusto ko sayo. Isang araw pag gising ko nasabi ko nalang na MAHAL NA PALA KITA. 

MAHAL KO SYA..... Pinaka masakit na salitang narinig ko na ng galing sa bibig mo. Alam ko namang masaya ka sa piling nya pero wag mo naman ipamuka saakin na sya ang mas kailangan mo. Ako ay isang kaibigan mo lamang na tanga na nag kagusto sa isang tulad mo na may mahal ng iba. 

" Tawagin nyo na akong tanga pero kayo kaya sa sitwasyon ko. Kaya nyo bang pigilan yung nararamdaman nyo sa isang tao?"

" MAHAL KITA PERO MAHAL MO SYA ".

finally!

I don't know how to start to this one. Finally nagawa ko narin tong blogspot ko. Cheers! One month ago nag sign in ako dto sa blogspot, Sign in lang kasi nga curious ako sabi nga nila " curiosity kill the cat ". Bakit ako gumawa nito? hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Siguro, gusto ko lang ma-share kung anong nilalaman o tumatakbo sa isip ko.

Hindi ko alam kung kailan ko nakahiligan ang pag susulat oh pag bablog, gumising nlang ako isang araw na gusto ko ng mag sulat, gusto ko ng i-share yung tumatakbo sa isip ko araw-araw.  Kung ako ang tatanungin, para sakin nakakawa lang stress ang pag susulat. Kasi nabubuhos mo yung stress mo sa pag sulat at ang kakalabasan nito ay isang magandang BLOG na maaaring ma inspired ang mga followers mo.

Don't expect to much to my blog. I'm just a beginner too.

-inah